Absence of a Tree

Once it was there, now it is no more
Monument of white, a tower of blight
A pale tree gone, dead from the boreโ€™.

Gone are views of the emerald skies
โ€˜Would turn yellow when the windโ€™d bellow
Coming with the summerโ€™s demise.

Now there is not where the pale tree stood
But a shade of a spot where wood chips rot
And a blight on the eye, once the beechwood.
 
--Andy McRae--        --5/3/20--

Screaming Paradigm

They are in my head
Screaming at me that I should be dead.
Tearing me, ripping me apart
These monsters who wanted me from the start.
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The echoes ringing, so far unreturned
Leave me deaf, and rather concerned.
Dancing flames lick before my eyes
But grabbing them would be unwise.
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Screaming, Shouting, Roaring in my brain
The sounds of battle that are under the strain
Of this madness around us all the time
The sickness that dwells deep within the paradigm.
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--Andy McRae--ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  --5/1/20--

Mythos

Beams from beyond the window come
And rest across my sleepy eye,
Waking me from deep slumber
Dreaming of where I am from.
 
I sit up and let out a sigh
Knowing that I am no longer under
The hypnotic fantasy,
A mythos that is all a lie.
 
Feeling disappointment, I wonder
What if Iโ€™d followed that fallacy,
And continued down that trail
Would I have made a blunder?
 
So to cement my new legacy
I will have to climb out of this vale
And set out on this new odyssey.
 
As I sit and stare, at my windowโ€™s veil,
I wonder how the light broke through this tale.
 
 
--Andy McRae--  --4/30/20--