Monologue

Monologue 

secondhand ticks slow, my head is hung low
drear interior, greys and whites, with flickering lights
floors so waxed they reflect, myself i can see
my state is in step with the lighting, jitter
bitter, the coffee is stale, she was pale
racing speech, i understand, i comprehend
my mind moves faster, than a greyhound race.
wait.
what did she say, i was distracted
by that monologue, will those behind me
not be silent, i just want them to be compliant.

12/12/21 – Andy McRae

Shadows and Sticks

Me Reading the Poem
Shadows and Sticks

caffeine hyperdrive
a manic stuck on auto drive
retrograde mental projections
back turned, I left in rejection
illusions weaved in my mind eye
forsaken by the very reality, I
a world of shadows and sticks
bending the truth, as the candle
	burns down to the wick
                I feel sick

10/18/21 – Andy McRae