Crystals and Vines

Crystals and Vines

hands held, as she whispers in my ear
can i hear the rain cascading down
around us the world weeps
while we echo under stone

in her eyes, that is where it lies
those of that crystalline shine
peering out of a skull filled mine

moments flicker in the reel
i feel those moments tick
in that bark i call my heart

he came from behind
the distance in time, between heart beats
follows an iced dagger in my back

red tangles of vines flow out
as i fall onto her, crystalline eyes wide
fear spreads across her face
in flickers the attacker descends
dagger plunging into her breast

us two soon to be corpses lay
crumpled in piles of vines and bloodstones
hands held, as the attacker fades away.

8/20/24

The Stained Blade

The Stained Blade

she weeps with a sword in hand, for soon the hour will chime
hands will turn and a death will come far too early.

dressed in dark robes, they circle around the nude woman
with not but a great sword, ready to cleave the soul
of the damned man she swore to save
now she must shave away his head
to make the one she loved a member of the dead.

tick, tock, tick, tock
time winding down, she mourns the sound.

then the chime, the fall, head severed by fate.

the stained blade clatters on the floor
as a dagger is formed out of the air
committed a deed she cannot bear
with tears in her eyes of blue skies
she rises an arm once more
with a swing and a stab
now more gore.

a naked form topples over,
two bodies bleed
ravenously does the circle feed.

7/14/24

Night Frights

Night Frights 

hear soft whispers from below the bed
little cackles and hacks, heaves, breathing
dare to look, down low, where devils go

searing orange orbs poke out from below
under bed skirts a horn with nostrils protrudes
to fear the fangs that hang under that fellow

rising a cry, and fly, to the door
to let in the light, raise the alarm,
there be monsters laying on the floor

clamor back to start,
nothing resides but
bed laid disheveled

but the eyes seen
from a being fled
nothing can be said

thumping beyond
walls dark in night
jeez this is a fright.

4/1/22 - Andy McRae

Darkened Days Under White Mists

Darkened Days Under White Mists

Underhill, a dark nest broken only
by shyful darkness peering inside
brave against gales beyond doors
pale at tales from lands far removed
from this Dale your crown wears.

pales have fallen across the ways
lands corrupted by darkened days
coming forward from warm nests
unto white mists in a shroud mess
lantern hung before as gone by
watching as all about decays

no dragons to slay
no men to conquer
all castles lay in ruins
just bricks strewn aside
in piles, by pikes, by iron

moving on until unable to see
spirits thicken around in a sea
fog of dead clung on until lost
fallen off the road into a hovel
to discover a grotesque foster
the squabb shrieked lightning
in a roar, bolting for the door

legs sore, from a mighty soar,
mists clinging to the whole
being in debt to time
to retreat to the comfort
of the hole, underhill
home

shadows rising from the mists
figures of stature changing
distortion mind bleeding
eyes cry from sight
they let out a wail horrendous
balling on the ground
begging for them to away

3/19/22 – Andy McRae

Suffering Flowers

Suffering Flowers 

charred scars cover my heart
touch them
then suffering flowers out
a lightning that beats the heart

stricken, i am at remorse
my heart sickly from the recourse

radial new wounds bleed
sour soon the feel of loss
taken from me this

unable
i lay, i lie
either way i cry
under this weight is why

weep until not
not is still a lot
fate is still late
and the late
is still lost

charred scars remain
new fractals burnt in
radiate from the origin
scorched into flesh
by suffering without rest.

1/16/22 – Andy McRae

In the Shallows

In the Shallows

in shallows i wade, along shores born
of still motion, no breeze to ruffle the leaves
those trees off in the distance, haunt me
with their hanging vines, frozen like a disease

in dark water a bath, yet clear
shows to me the underneath
and my feet are standing on pebbled beach

taken from me, into the lake
every movement i make
a thousand ripples wave
crashing onto shore
tear the whole more

so i stand still, half submerged
in dark waters, afraid to leave
for all that awaits me in retreat
are vines that climb and cover trees

its like a disease

1/15/22 – Andy McRae

Befallen Greys

Befallen Greys 

the world before, cast befallen greys
wandering alone, streets bare of being
i am here believing, the world is no more.

head felt that pillow, the world seem torn
eyes closing, to this paralleled haunt
now to see clearer, a dream cheerful
spring bloom, waters flow neat
in my head the land is healed
not the disorder disaster i thought.

eye awaken to the no more
a wasteland, stretched before
my head hurt by the sight
my lungs stung by the gasp
the air i intake will not last.

squeezing my eyes shut,
keep the worn thoughts out
the world grows cold
and i pretend i am fine
all in my mind.

12/15/21 – Andy McRae

Beyond the Mirror

Beyond the Mirror

mimic, himself in the mirror
perfect reflection of self-healed
beyond gaze, a man crumbles
disease rotting from within 
worn strands of hands
grasp for help, but only shake
with a smile, but it is fake
the man is riddle with decay
hiding his decline only to protect,
the target, is not to be known.

11/17/21 – Andy McRae

NIGHTMARES

slivers in time
divide my mind in fine
a world in miniature
framed at my door
when I move
it centers more 

splinters in my mind
telling me where to seek
the bottom-line sunk below
now i am swimming at sea
amidst floating insanity 

fissures in this sphere
my head cracking under pressure
now i see through the field
of shimmering lines that divide
reality from nightmare 

a land beyond
of terrifying dimensions
nightmares waking
my eyes are darkened
by the shadows
reality a glint
that tickles the back
of my head
but i belong now
to the realm of 
NIGHTMARES

11/4/21 – Andy McRae

Shadows and Sticks

Me Reading the Poem
Shadows and Sticks

caffeine hyperdrive
a manic stuck on auto drive
retrograde mental projections
back turned, I left in rejection
illusions weaved in my mind eye
forsaken by the very reality, I
a world of shadows and sticks
bending the truth, as the candle
	burns down to the wick
                I feel sick

10/18/21 – Andy McRae