Paranoia

Paranoia


tossing, disturbed and warm in a disheveled bed
your mind is inching towards a locked chest
within it resides the tome, don’t read the tome.

Your eyes dart open wide, you’ve seen what lies
it’s dark, just too dark
what hides beyond the veil of shadows
black on black, blots of ink become dark gods
there to destroy you, ink blot deities that loath you.

You’re fleeing, into the sliver moon lit room
where shadows dance in corners
corners where dark gods lie and wait
for you to near and meet your twisted fate.

LIGHT!

your mind is shrieking for light, a switch, a lighter
instantaneous thoughts of fire, burn the shades away
engulf the venue in which you all play.

Compromise. you’ll just flip every switch,
light every bulb you know, drive the shadows away
allowing you to flee.

Except monsters come regardless, twisted versions
mimics of love come to tear you down, watch you bleed
you must defend from these false dreams.

blood swirling, brain boiling.
you stand above your wife, your family, yourself
cut and torn, life shorn, and death born.

10/24/25 – Andy McRae

In Madness, No Time

In Madness, No Time

They come in through the holes
	in the walls 
They torment me so, in my dreams
	I am awake, shake me not
	I might brake
In the light, I see darkness
	in escapable pits, despair!
	alas, I am down there
Lo, I am forsaken by them all
	the ones to guide me to the hall
Bright the lights in my eye
	yet all I see is dim
	visions of nigh
Written on the walls
	in orange dotted lines
In madness 
	no time

10/18/21 – Andy McRae